December 2010
“‘I know that I cannot wait until the day we finally learn how to find each...”
sometimes...
I don’t just miss you being my boyfriend… I miss you being my best friend.
and I guess I just kinda wish you did, too.
“Yes, losing your heart’s desire is tragic…but gaining your...”
– One Tree Hill
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when...
“I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between...”
'cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
sex in the air, I don’t care… I love the smell of it.
sticks and stones may break my bones; but chains and whips excite me.
“Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically…to those who hardly...”
– T.H. White
you're still searching for me in every woman.
“This time won’t you save me? Baby I can feel myself givin’ up.”
Merry Christmas
4 sweaters, 2 dresses, 4 tops, a belt, a scarf, workout pants, Sephora gift card, Victoria’s Secret gift card, a globe, $170…. oh yeah and my CAR :)
CNU jacket on the way, too.
Sometimes
time doesn’t heal… no, not at all.
“Someday I’ll fly; Someday I’ll soar.”
TIME
to shower and get cute.
I have been in pj’s all break and it’s killing me!
I have
a shitty relationship with my father, but today was my parents 24th wedding anniversary and he bought her two dozen roses. I think for once I felt like he had a soul.
oh and my sister bought me a globe ornament when she was away. So now I’ll get two for Christmas :D
I love globes :)
I'm so fed up
with my thoughts of you
and your memories.
and how every song reminds me of what used to be.
that’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
so done with tears.
so done with wishing, you were still here.
“It’s not always rainbows and butterflies, it’s compromise that moves...”
I really hate
the 25mph wind that prevented me from sleeping last night/this morning.
asdfghjkl;
“Cause being a friend was killing me softly… and deep down when I face it,...”
– Miguel- All I Want Is You
If I could have anything in the world.
It would not be fame or fortune…
but you.
Or to go back to April and re-live everything. Go back to summer when everyone was happy… when we would all laugh and go to the pool and hang out everyday.
Thats what I’d want. Just you.
“time just seems to fly, but the memories remain.”
I think...
my shingles may be coming back? eeeekkkk
Blair: Nate is waiting for me to give him an answer
Chuck: I heard
Blair: Don’t you wanna know what’s stopping me? I can’t answer his question while I’m waiting for you to answer mine. The one I asked you forever ago. What are we Chuck? Last fall you said we couldn’t be together. And I believed you. But everytime I try to move on you’re right there. Acting like…
Chuck: Acting like what?
Blair: Like maybe you want me to be just as unhappy as you are.
Chuck: I would never wish that on anyone. I want you to be happy.
Blair: Then look down deep into the soul I know you have, and tell me if what you feel for me is real or if it’s just a game. If it’s real, we’ll figure it out. All of this. But if it’s not…. then please Chuck, just let me go...
Chuck: It's just a game, I hate to lose. You're free to go.
Blair: Thank you.
Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?
Chuck: Because I love her... but I can't make her happy.
Tonight there will be a lunar eclipse.
I’m setting an alarm for 3:17AM to wake up and see it cause I’m a nerd like that.
Today was so pointless. And my schools fire alarm got stuck on for AN HOUR AND A HALF. The thing is deafening and flashes a white light every two seconds. I swear it’ll be a miracle if I didn’t develop epilepsy.
I feel like the more I try to forget about things, the more I remember and even...
“Tell the devil I said ‘hey’ when you get back to where you’re...”
I miss summer
the weather, the pool, being tan, being with friends, being with you.
“God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex.”
– Cruel Intentions
“Struggle builds character. I’m glad that I’ve experienced shitty...”
– Brittney Gray
:)
Me: his loss right?
Jake: his biggest most gi-freaking-gantic loss of his life.
hahahah
I cannot stress.
How excited I am for graduation/summer/college.
I’m over the winter already, and I’m just ready to start a fresh new life in a new town. I’m looking forward to getting my room assignments and everything! I’m totally adding my roommate and suitemates on Facebook! And then we can plan our dorms and make it coordinate and everything! And I’m so excited for orientation...
“I’m a new girl, I wear a new perfume and you wouldn’t know me if...”
